Crushed and Broken

I dunno if i am stupid or what.
I just forget her for nuts.
Why cant i get over her,
but hang on like it was some endangered species's fur.

My heart is broken,
and I have words kept unspoken.
Tears roll everytime,
so much that it can replaced a barrel of wine.

Does she feel anything,
does she even have feelings.
To her i am nobody,
to me she is more important then everybody.
All this while I been waiting, waiting for the day to come.
It never came, and I was called dumb.

People tell me to give up,
but it isnt the same as the love u have for a set of tea cups.
In my heart, she will always be there,
but in hers, i was found nowhere.

All she promised, didn't happen.
I got pissed.
All she said, she didn't mean it.
All i can say, it was bullshit.

How can I get her back?
Maybe I should kidnap her with a sack.
What can I do?
When all I can tell her is I LOVE YOU.

Now since she is like that.
I can only say i am really sad.
I am lost,
but I must not lose my life at all cost.
I will find my way,
and step out of this one day.